Unless
you’ve been through re-entry, I don’t think you can understand the depths of
the struggles it brings. In all honesty, I’m supposed to be writing an 8 page
capstone paper right now, but that involves looking back over this past
semester, and I’m not really ready to face the fact that it’s over. Because
that means I am one step closer to leaving, and one step closer to going home.
Don’t get me wrong, I do want to go home; but at the same time, I’m not yet
ready to leave my friends and family and life here, and I’m not yet ready to
face the difficult process of re-entry. I’m not sure if I’m better off having
been through this before so as to know what is to come, or if naivety would be
the best for me. Don’t really have a choice though, now do I!